i just don't know about this.

When I woke up this morning..I felt like this...

So it's been a week. My blog is happy, and I like writing in it. However, falling into line with being an alcoholic, I am also very self-centered. Of course I'm comforted by the fact that everyone that attends my meetings always says the same thing, "It's all about me...", "I'm selfish", "Me me me me me". It's quite common for alcoholics to have some degree of narcissim about themselves. That's why we drink, obviously. We don't drink to entertain others, we drink to make ourselves happy. I suppose that's what I should be doing with my writing. I should be using it as my alcohol, to be writing to make myself happy, not to entertain others. But at the same time, with but one comment and zero voters in my poll, I just feel like I'm talking to a wall right now. Maybe it's just the funk I crawled into at the end of last night, maybe it's just hormones, maybe it's the overwhelming stress my teaching "support" program is putting on my shoulders. At any rate, it's really frustrating. I guess I just want to know if anyone is out there.

Meh. I think I should go read the chapter on Self-Pity now. I just don't know.